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([personal profile] sineala Feb. 18th, 2026 05:22 pm)
What I Just Finished Reading

Nothing!

What I'm Reading Now

Comics Wednesday!

1776 #4, Captain America #7, Doctor Strange #3, Dungeons of Doom #2, Fantastic Four #8, New Avengers #9, Ultimate Spider-Man #24 )

What I'm Reading Next

To make [personal profile] lysimache happy, I have very slowly started reading Les Misérables in the original French, after learning that the Kindle can now load translating dictionaries. (My old Kindle could not, but it's like 15 years old.) I don't think I'm going to finish it ever but, hey, I'm trying.
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([personal profile] sineala Feb. 17th, 2026 08:06 pm)
I know that everyone who wanted to play Hades has probably already played Hades and moved on to Hades 2, because Hades came out back in 2020, but this is my journal and I just finished the main storyline yesterday, so.

Hades, including some plot spoilers )

Up next in gaming: Not sure. I might play TR-49, which I just bought; I think that's a short one, and it looked like a fun puzzle game. I might also just play more Slay the Spire in preparation for StS2 next month. I know I said I wasn't gonna do Ascensions in StS, but I lied and started doing them. Of course, I'm at, like, 2. Out of 20. I will probably not get to 20.

I am also starting to feel well enough that I might consider playing a game on the Switch, which I haven't done since the migraines got bad, really, because holding a Switch is apparently a lot to ask of me, whereas games on the laptop means that the laptop sits right here next to me, and the 8bitdo controller also sits in my lap, so I don't have to lift anything. Yeah, I know. I've been really tired. At least right now I have enough energy to type this.
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([personal profile] melannen Feb. 17th, 2026 01:31 pm)

I had a dream for the third time this week about watching the 1980s live-action Batman show with my sister so I figured it was worth a DW post :P

If you don't know the 1980s live-action Batman that I apparently watch in my dreams here's a quick overview:

  • It was a weekly one-hour show that ran for about three seasons. It predates the age of season-long arcs but it had more than the usual number of 2- and 3- part episodes and some character growth even.
  • It's clearly intentionally following up on the legacy of the 1960s show because it revels in the fundamental absurdity and plays for comedy, but it was also determined to not get pigeonholed as a kids' show - it has non-cartoon violence and solid emotional arcs.
  • For example instead of all the silly Bat-Gadgets, they had Wayne Enterprises (TM) machines. There's a running bit where Tim always makes sure he has access to a Wayne Enterprises (TM) Automatic Soup Dispenser (TM) and nobody can tell if he's just really into soup or if he's modding it to dispense other things.
  • Oh yeah, despite being called Batman, it's actually mostly about Tim and Dick. Bruce shows up in every episode for at least a few minutes but is rarely the focus. (Yes, I know the 1980s is early for comics!Tim - I assume the comics character was based on the show character? - and there's no Jay in this continuity, which lets it be a little more lighthearted about their relationships with Bruce.)
  • Tim became Robin after Dick "retired" and Bruce finally noticed how neglected the neighbor boy actually was. In the show he's mostly traveling around playing poor little rich boy and Robinning with a rotating guest cast of Teen Titans (nearly every episode is in a different city - they must have had a huge travel/sets budget.)
  • Dick is 100% a civilian these days he swears. He's technically in college but never appears to attend. He's always showing up to "hang out" with his little bro, or following Kory to a show, and then having to secretly superhero it up without a costume or name. The show is constantly teasing that this is the episode he'll finally become Nightwing and never follows up.
  • When Bruce shows up it's usually not as Bruce, or even Batman, but as his even more useless cousin "Kenneth Wayne", who only shows up in the tabloids when he's done something so ridiculous Bruce has to send Alfred to bail him out, and therefor has an excuse to be places Bruce can't possibly be. He has absolutely 0 natural authority over the boys, who treat him as an embarrassingly untrustworthy uncle, and enjoys the hell out of this.
  • Dick is dating Koriand'r, but they insist they're not girlfriend and boyfriend because "Tamaraneans don't have boys and girls, she's just my Kory and I'm her Dick". This is never explored beyond that at all. (Also Kory looks a lot less human and more like Ron Perlman's Beast* (except as a hot not-girl, of course.)
  • Tim spends every episode excited and/or worried about the main plot interfering with or facilitating a possible or planned date with a girl. The girls are never named or shown onscreen. Dick teases him about this.

The episode we watched last night involved Tim and Dick renting out an old mansion/party house in Philadelphia that was haunted by a very lazy demon shaped like a yellow cartoon rabbit, a very large monitor lizard who was wanted by the Mob, a bunch of people having to shelter overnight in a Victorian-themed cafe in the zoo, and every single character having to dress up as Matches Malone in the same bad wig at the same time. Also the Three Stooges guest-starred. I hope I get to watch more later, I don't think there's an official DVD release.


*did I only have this dream because I did that "name all the animals" game right before bed and was thinking about Golden Lion Tamarins??



Excellent dark fantasy about three women trapped in a medieval castle under siege. It reminded me a bit of Tanith Lee - it's very lush and decadent in parts - and a bit of The Everlasting. Fantastic female characters with really interesting relationships. The language is not strictly medieval-accurate but a lot of the characters' mindsets are, which is fun.

All I knew going in was that it was medieval, female-centric, and involved cannibalism. This gave me a completely wrong impression, which was that it was a sort of female-centric medieval Lord of the Flies in which everyone turns on each other under pressure and starts killing and eating each other. This is very nearly the opposite of what it's actually about, though there is some survival-oriented eating of the already-dead.

The three main characters are Phosyne, an ex-nun and mad alchemist with some very unusual pets that even she has no idea what they are; Ser Voyne, a female knight whose rigid loyalty gets tested to hell and back; and Treila, a noblewoman fallen on hard times and desperate to escape. The three of them have deliciously complicated relationships with each other, fully of shifting boundaries, loyalties, trust, sexuality, and love.

At the start, everyone is absolutely desperate. They've been trapped in the castle under siege for six months, the last food will run out in two weeks, and help does not seem to be on the way. Treila is catching rats and plotting her escape via a secret tunnel, but some mysterious connection to Ser Voyne is keeping her from making a break for it. Phosyne has previously enacted a "miracle" to purify the water, and the king is pressuring her to miraculously produce food; unfortunately, she has no idea how she did the first miracle, let alone how to conjure food out of nothing. Ser Voyne, who wants to charge out and fight, has been assigned to stand over Phosyne and make her do a miracle.

And then everything changes.

The setting is a somewhat alternate medieval Europe; it's hard to tell exactly how alternate because we're very tightly in the POV of the three main characters, and we only know what they're directly observing or thinking about. The religion we see focuses on the Constant Lady and her saints. She might be some version of the Virgin Mary, but though the language around her is Christian-derived, there doesn't seem to be a Jesus analogue. The nuns (no priests are ever mentioned) keep bees and give a kind of Communion with honey. Some of them are alchemists and engineers. There is a female knight who is treated differently than the male knights by the king and there's only one of her, but it's not clear whether this is specific to their relationship or whether women are usually not allowed to be knights or whether they are allowed but it's unusual.

This level of uncertainty about the background doesn't feel like the author didn't bother to think it out, but rather adds to the overall themes of the book, which heavily focus on how different people experience/perceive things differently. It also adds to the claustrophobic feeling: everyone is trapped in a very small space and additionally limited by what they can perceive. The magic in the book does have some level of rules, but is generally not well understood or beyond human comprehension. There's a pervasive sense of living in a world that isn't or cannot be understood, but which can only be survived by achieving some level of comprehension.

And that's all you should know before you start. The actual premise doesn't happen until about a fourth of the way into the book, and while it's spoiled in all descriptions I didn't know it and really enjoyed finding out.

Spoilers for the premise. Read more... )

Spoilers for later in the book: Read more... )

Probably the last third could have been trimmed a bit, but overall this book is fantastic. I was impressed enough that I bought all of Starling's other books for my shop. I previously only had The Luminous Dead, which I'm reading now.

Content notes: Cannibalism. Physical injury/mutilation. Mind control. A dubcon kiss. Extremely vivid descriptions of the physical sensations of hunger and starvation. Phosyne's pets do NOT die!

Feel free to put spoilers for the whole book in comments.
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([personal profile] cahn Feb. 16th, 2026 11:23 am)
Educational meme from [personal profile] thistleingrey (also seen at a couple of other places under lock). I've answered for both my sister and myself (generally similar answers, sometimes not), as well as for my kids. (Will eventually lock.)
Cut for length )


Five high school friends go on a camping trip and find a mysterious staircase in the woods. One of them climbs it and vanishes. Twenty years later, the staircase reappears, and they go to face it again.

I loved this premise and the cover. The staircase leading nowhere is spooky and beautiful, a weird melding of nature and civilization, so I was hoping for something that matched that vibe, like Annihilation or Revelator.

That was absolutely not what I got. The Staicase in the Woods is the misbegotten mutant child of It, King Sorrow, and Tumblr-speak. Every single character is insufferable. The teenagers are boring, and the adults are all the worst people you meet at parties. There are four men and one woman/nonbinary person, and she/they reads exactly like what MAGA thinks liberal women/trans people are like -- AuHD, blue hair, Tumblr-speak, angry, preachy, kinky sex etc. She/they says "My pronouns are she/them," then is only ever referred to as she and a woman. The staircase itself is barely in the story, where it leads is a letdown, and the ending combines the worst elements of being dumb and unresolved.

I got partway in and then skimmed because I was curious about the staircase and the vanished kid.

Angry spoilers for the whole book.

Read more... )
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([personal profile] cahn Feb. 14th, 2026 10:32 pm)
I am super not promising to always have this on Saturday, but yay long weekend!

Last week: I know some of you reading this study Talmud -- Josephus asserts at the very beginning that the "sufferings of the Jews" (presumably, in context of Josephus' writing, Titus destroying the temple, etc. though we won't get there for a while) are their own fault: "no foreign power is to blame." It was pointed out that the Talmud may (?) have its own opinion(s) as to whether the destruction of the Temple and the resulting diaspora was divine punishment? And regardless of the former, may also blame Titus? (I also don't know yet, because we haven't gotten there yet and won't for a while, whether Josephus himself thinks it's divine punishment or just plain old temporal consequences. My vague recollection of Feuchtwanger's Josephus is that he was thinking more of the latter, which is also very much borne out by this week's reading.)

This week: First half of Book 1 (Ch 22 / Par 444):

Okay, I must say the first part of this was a slog for me -- flitting between a lot of people I didn't know. Good thing we have this reading group or I might not have got through it. As it was, I had to take copious notes to even make a stab at writing up a summary (I won't promise I'll do this every week, but I had a little extra time and quite frankly I knew I wouldn't remember who any of these people were next week if I didn't), and I'm going to put them in comments so this post doesn't get super long. At least Josephus felt it was "inappropriate to go into the early history of the Jews," which would have made it really long. Anyway, it got substantially more interesting once Herod showed up!

Next week: Finish book 1.
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([personal profile] dswdiane Feb. 14th, 2026 01:24 am)
I'm very, very proud of my son, Michael, this week.

So the GA House passed a bill to increase funding for nursing homes. Very good idea. It went to the Senate. The idiot GA senate added to amendments to it--1. Making the prescription of puberty blocker illegal. 2. Making it illegal for the state medical insurance plan to cover any medical treatment for gender dysphoria of any kind. And sent it back to the House the next day which was Wednesday of this week.

GA Equality sent me and alert asking for lobbyists to come down and talk to legislators. I had patients. Roy my spousal unit, had a conflicting art class he does for adults with special needs. But Roy took Michael down to the capital and on his own, he found the GA Equality people and went to talk to legislators, an activity which he had never done before.

He told our representative in the House a story about a very, very dear friend of his from when both were children, Syd. Syd made three serious suicide attempts when he started developing breasts and having periods. And almost succeeded in killing himself in at least one attempt because he had run away and had to be found.

Our rep who was going to vote against it anyway, told him that having a story about a real person who would have been directly affected by the law gave her ammunition to use when talking to her colleagues.

Thus far the Speaker of the House who is a Republican has said he doesn't plan to allow a vote on the amendments to be brought to the floor.

Whatever happens the amendments however, I am very proud of Michael for taking it on and doing it.
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([personal profile] naraht Feb. 12th, 2026 07:52 am)
Still haven't seen Heated Rivalry but I glanced at one of the books in a bookstore last night, and realised that I had the characters backwards! Based on pictures, I'd assumed that the dark-haired one was Ilya Rozanov and the ginger one was Shane Hollander. I'd figured that Rozanov was part Kazakh (or could well have been part Korean, like Viktor Tsoi) – but the guy who actually turns out to be playing Rozanov doesn't look Slavic to me at all. I can only see him as having a severe case of American Canadian Actor Face. This has been an interesting collision of racial assumptions.
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([personal profile] sineala Feb. 11th, 2026 06:30 pm)
What I Just Finished Reading

Nothing, because I still don't have the brain. I guess technically I reread Iron Man: Crash for Book Club. Maybe I should go give myself credit on Goodreads for that. I mean, it's a graphic novel, so it should count. It's really bad.

What I'm Reading Now

Comics Wednesday!

Alien vs. Captain America #4, Ultimate X-Men #24 )

What I'm Reading Next

I am really hoping for more brain soon.
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([personal profile] dswdiane Feb. 11th, 2026 09:31 am)
After a week in which I could not get Methos to tell me what the hell is going on with him, on Sunday both of them (Duncan and Methos) started talking to me again. YAY.

As a result I am now 2000 words into chapter one of book three which does not yet have a name of any kind, although it is a continuance of the Past Imperfect series--So Past Imperfect, Future as yet unknown--though loosely plotted.

My favorite part of what I've written so far:

"Methos closed his eyes for a moment. "I was taking a long walk—near the water—Trying to settle inside me what I'd talked about with Ralph. What we'd talked about was tiddlywinks compared to what came next—"

"Tiddlywinks?" Duncan cut in, laughing. "**Tiddlywinks**?"

Methos made a frustrated sigh. "A ridiculous game played with round—"

"I know *what* tiddlywinks are, Methos." Duncan kept laughing. "I just haven't heard anyone use it as a word/phrase/whatever the hell it is in years."

"It's fucking game, Duncan. And, in case it has escaped your notice, MacLeod, I AM *old*. Look, do you even want to hear—"

"Yes, I'm sorry," Duncan said contritely. "I'm really sorry. I do want to know what happened."

Methos grinned at him. "Furthermore, I know you were trying to make me laugh to relieve some of my tension. Thank you. That was unusually considerate of you."

"I beg your pardon. There is absolutely nothing unusual about—"

"Yeah, yeah, yeah—mission accomplished. You can bloody well stop now—"

"You really, really want me to stop trying to make you laugh—urk" As one of Methos' pillows hit Duncan square in the face, he burst into startled laughter.

When both of them managed to stop laughing, Duncan pulled Methos into a hug and said, "Yes, I really want to hear what happened that was much more serious than tiddlywinks."

Methos settled back into curling up into Duncan's side with one of Duncan's arms around his shoulder and his face resting on Duncan's shoulder. "Yeah. But thank you for making me laugh. It did help. A lot. I knew there were a multitude of reasons I love you."

"Multitude of reasons I love you, too," Duncan said easily. "So, continue."

Methos nodded. "So I was walking and getting close to that area with the combined marina and the yacht club and the golf course and country club or whatever those things are called when they're all grouped together and on top of one another and yes, I know, there couldn't possibly be a golf course on top of a marina—"

"Sounds like a fascinating concept in landscaping and architecture," Duncan contributed helpfully."

So, yay, they're talking and they sound like themselves and just--yay.

I'm writing again, again, again. It really scared me last week after I finished book 2 and I wasn't much able to write anything except the first few paragraphs. But I think maybe my writing mind wanted a rest. I've written two full novels, a novella length story, a novelette, and three short stories since last May. And rewrote and posted all the short fiction (some of which were novella and novelette length) I wrote back before 2012.

And I am only happy when I'm writing and writing and writing. Well, I suppose maybe I can be happy doing other things, but not was happy as when I'm spending part of almost every day writing. And now I have a patient in about 10 minutes and really need to get focused on doing the work I get paid for. I have six clients today. Not bad. But gods, more and more and more every day I realize I much I really want to partially retire. I just looked and my gods, there are only about six or seven clients I really, really *want* to keep. OTOH, there are only four or five that I really, really wish would just go away and find a way to be content with life without my assistance.

All of that is an issue I really need to contemplate more fully because I really could take a partial retirement. Oh gods and demi-gods and shrieking demons (Methos please stop it already with these bizarre exclamations that end up only be used by you and me)(yeah right. As if--). If only the ones I most want to go away were not the same ones who have the most trouble with coping. Goddam ethical dilemmas suck.
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([personal profile] cahn Feb. 8th, 2026 07:08 pm)
This week: All right! As a preface to Josephus Book Club, I am just reading the preface this week and we will do a bigger chunk starting this next week (see below). The preface is just a few pages long (I'm reading up until what in Oxford is paragraph 30, "All of these contents are set forth in seven books... I shall now begin my narrative as indicated at the start of my summary.")

I'm sure you all will have deeper things to say than I do about this, but wow I am just amused by how Josephus just starts out pulling no punches about how annoying and inferior he thinks the other historians are. (The footnote to The historians of this war fall into two categories... hearsay... or distort the facts namechecks Justus, who featured prominently as a frenemy in Feuchtwanger's Josephus trilogy.) I do like his logic in saying, hey, if you want to make the Romans look good, why make the Jewish side look feeble? Also his logic in saying, hey, actually, it makes more sense to be writing contemporary accounts for which one has eyewitnesses, as opposed to writing about ancient history "as if the ancient historians had failed to give their own accounts sufficient finesse," lol. (Although I guess that is what academic historians do!)

Titus Caesar is also namechecked, lookin' good.

The footnotes also say that historiographical writers generally claimed impartiality, so Josephus talking about his personal feelings of sorrow here is atypical, which I thought was interesting.

In fact, looking over the whole sweep of history, I would say that the sufferings of the Jews have been greater than those of any other nation -- and no foreign power is to blame. Oooooof. I guess that's a good tagline to pique interest in the book, though...

(I'm really glad I read Feuchtwanger's Josephus books first to orient myself, though!)

Next week: We'll start Book 1! [personal profile] selenak advised that we read up to Herod the Great's killing his favorite wife. My Oxford edition has "verse"/paragraph numbers but not chapter numbers as selenak's has, but I think (selenak, please let me know if this is incorrect) in my edition the idea is to read up to paragraph 443/444: Maddened by unbridled jealousy, Herod ordered the immediate execution of them both. Remorse quickly followed rage: his anger subsided, and his love was rekindled. The heat of his desire for her was so intense that he could not believe she was dead...

WELL ALL RIGHT THEN. I can see we have lots of sensationalistic gossip ahead of us!
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([personal profile] cahn Feb. 8th, 2026 07:05 pm)
[personal profile] thistleingrey mentioned that it was a solid depiction of academia and characters in academia, which immediately piqued my interest. I have read Ali Hazelwood's The Love Hypothesis and enjoyed it, and I know Hazelwood is in academia, but I sometimes thought... well, let's just say that it's a romance between a grad student and the young hotshot professor in her department, and... okay... that part... is totally realistic actually... but I feel like I kind of got stuck a lot in all my feelings about the potential deep pitfalls. Hypothesis was also, I think, much more concerned with primarily being a romance novel and secondarily a novel about academia.

Anyway, this is unabashedly a romance novel, complete with marriage-of-convenience and sometimes even the one-bed trope, but without any particular kinks like professor/student :P But the thing that makes it interesting (to me) is that it's at least as interested in both the experiences of the precariat (*) and also familial relationships as it is in the romance itself. In fact, it does not have a conventional romantic Act 3; here the Act 3, as well as the understandable but frustrating misunderstandings that prolong it, is passed squarely on to the familial relationships rather than the romantic ones. Which I personally really like!

The two main characters, Jonah and Sadie, are adorably academics. (**) I laughed out loud when Jonah said, "I'm all for radically revised gender roles in the heteronormative institution of marriage, but I should still pay for my wife's engagement ring," if only because I've never heard anyone else talk that way in a romance novel -- though if you have, please rec it to me. (Their engagement is the aforementioned engagement-of-convenience and the ring is $27.99, I hasten to append, and she pays for his ring.) (lol, I think I actually paid for my engagement ring, because it was an important transaction involving me and an important piece of jewelry -- what?)

Anyway, I rarely like romance novels, but I liked this one!

(*) I did not know the term precariat: the precarious proletariat, that insecure class of unstable work and low wages -- but I was familiar at least by reputation with the academic pre-tenure-track life that the term describes, in the sense that it is one of the many reasons why I did not pursue academia

(**) Jonah likes using footnotes; I guess your mileage may vary but I found it adorable, perhaps inevitably
source: Extraordinary Birder with Christian Cooper
audio: Eels, "I Like Birds"
length: 2:31
download: 306MB on MediaFire
summary: Christian Cooper likes birds.

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([personal profile] starlady Feb. 7th, 2026 03:33 pm)
source: Hook (1991)
audio: Hans Zimmer, "Drink Up Me Hearties"
length: 4:34
download: 549MB on MediaFire
summary: What's lost can be found…in Neverland.

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([personal profile] dswdiane Feb. 5th, 2026 11:48 pm)
I posted chapter 28 of "Past Imperfect. Present Pending." And it's over. Ended. Done. Took long enough. All 40,000 words of it. Gee, it took me from the end of September until February to write 40 thousand words. Two full novels since May.

Finished posting at about 2:00am much, much earlier today. Saw patients from 10:00am until 4:00pm. My last two cancelled. I only have four tomorrow. I had to deal with a crisis from around 6:00-7:00. Enough of talking about that.

I zoomed with a friend for an hour or so. I texted and texted with Killalissa, I watched a bunch of HL vids she sent me. I read some D/M stories written by Melina. They were excellent. The most recent was written over 20 years ago.

And I started feeling really itchy about not writing. Okay, I've taken a break. Time to jump back in. Right. But I have to do some research before writing this one.

Hmm, do I really have to do all the research before I start. Probably. Dammit. I could start the set up--I can certainly start putting Methos and Duncan in the setting I want them. Oh, Remy--I'm so very sorry--I'm just not ready to get back to my X-Men novel. I really haven't forgotten you. Logan, will you please just drag Remy out on the roof and smoke some pot with him and Bobby and Hank. None of you are going any where. All are still alive and well in my head. Calm the fuck down, my darlin' Cajun. I'm obsessed with Duncan and Methos and Connor right now.

I wish I could easily get distracted into a D/M or M and C short story. As if I ever actually write anything resembling an actual *short* story. I wish we still had a lyric wheel challenge. Hmm, I spend all my damn time listening to music. I could maybe start an HL lyric wheel challenge. I wonder if anyone would want to participate. I could ask. Or I could just start writing novel number three--the last one was ended about three years into D/M living together. Maybe close to four. Oh, seven years is usually a really hard year for most couples--40% of all divorces are in the 8th year of marriages. So why?

I'm only a psychologist--maybe I could hypothesize. I've certainly seen a lot of couples around that time. I think it has to do with accepting the realities of the flaws in the other individual that are simply not going to change--think, woman, think--it's just hard me for the think of Duncan and Methos in any way except crazy in love. That's just the damn way they live in my head. Omigods, if I had to live with Methos, he and I would totally have fireworks. We're too damn much alike. But by gods, our sex life would be dynamite. Ditto on the sex with Duncan but different conflicts completely.

They totally would not have issues with their sex lives. No, I don't think any of novel 3 should be about them having couples issues. Duncan would be patient and okay with all the alone time Methos would need to pursue whatever is going on with him--and there would always be oh gods, he'd always have something he'd want to be thinking about or creating.

And mother fucking son of bitch, I promised a client I'd finish the new Harry Dresden book by his session tomorrow. Gods. I'm only 150 pages into this 450 page novel. It will not get done by 3:00 tomorrow. Maybe I can distract him. He almost is willing to talk about HL instead if he just wants part of his session to be chatting. Hell, maybe I actually get him to talk about the important psychological issues in his life. Which you know is actually supposed to be my job. I know my 11:00 is ready to dive back into the issues started last week. 12:00 is like pulling teeth, but can be accomplished. 1:00 has immediate issues with a beloved grandparent just having died--and oh, gods, the issues with his girlfriend are still up in air. Okay enough already about patients. It's almost 1:00 am.

I want to think about D/M. As if I ever stop thinking about them. I kinda wonder if maybe I should start putting some thought into the fact that my 40th wedding anniversary is 6/1 of this year. Omigods, ruby anniversary. That sounds ridiculously indulgent, but kinda nice.

Okay, I now declare myself officially bonkers. I have just spent 20 minutes looking at tiny asymmetrical ruby pendant estate sale necklaces. I actually saw one that I think I'd wear. Me. I never fucking wear jewelry. But gods I do miss the solitaire tiny emerald necklace that Roy gave me over 30 years ago. I wish I knew how the hell it just disappeared. But emeralds are so more me than rubies are. My birthstone too.

Gods, babble, babble, babble. I think my first idea about next novel with action plot involving slavers was probably where I want to go. Certainly has the potential for more Methos PTSD. I think Methos is probably an endless mine of PTSD and I certainly don't think he's even close to being finished with PTSD from Kronos. Hell, PTSD from Bordeaux is an endless mine of psychological processing. It's almost 1:30 woman. I have to crash. Enough.
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([personal profile] cahn Feb. 5th, 2026 09:04 pm)
okay, I was not expecting to have quite SO MANY feelings about Operation Mincemeat, the musical, but indeed I do. (I have listened to the cast recording about seventy times and have not been able to see it live, though I, uh. Have now seen it, see end of post.) I don't think I have had so many strong feelings about a musical since Hamilton, only in many ways they are wildly different feelings?? Hamilton is a fancy big-chorus-dancing musical that is concerned predominantly with valorizing a particular hero (Alexander Hamilton) in a eh-mostly-historical way while offering up somewhat revisionist-considerations of some of the other US's famous Founding Fathers, with a major thematic concern of race, but which adheres to pretty standard gender considerations. OM is a budget-vibe musical starring five people who are both the big parts and the chorus, that is concerned predominantly with both rather revisionist-considerations, in a mostly-historical-fiction way, of a particular type of hero (a heavily fictionalized Ewen Montagu) who is known for his part in the WWII shenanigans of Operation Mincemeat, while at the same time offering up larger parts to people who were not at all famous, with a major thematic concern of gender.

Starting with: There are FIVE people in the cast! )
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([personal profile] vass Feb. 5th, 2026 02:01 pm)
Books
Finished reading Victoria Goddard's Plum Duff. I am extremely baffled by the theological worldbuilding choices she's making. What is she doing? Is it on purpose? Where's she going with this? Does she realise the implications of what she's doing? i.e. that this is a fantasy-Anglican religion which somehow managed to replace original sin with something worse?

Read Victoria Goddard's Stone Speaks To Stone, a rollicking boy's own adventure from Jemis' father's soldier days. I get that it was necessary to show the mindset of an imperial subject who "well believed in its civilising mission". I do understand that it was necessary. I just. Ugh. I'm still waiting for the ironic twist to that refrain "he was a loyal son of the Empire." One day Jack's going to learn better, right? Or else Jemis, who fancies himself a revolutionary, will have to contend with his beloved father's role in imperial expansionist wars.

Reading Ursula Whitcher's North Continent Ribbon, long after everyone else. It's time. (I still have some leftover guilt and anxiety about the roleplaying game during which [personal profile] ursula conceived this setting, and it's been getting in my way.)

Tech
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Garden
More tomatoes!
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